Like having a crush can be crushing or Cupid can be knocking at your door .

Is it possible to enjoy having a crush without needing it to work out?

I have a crush on someone, and honestly, I haven’t felt this way about anybody in years.

And honestly? I like having a crush on him. 😂 It’s making me feel something I haven’t in awhile.

There’s something exciting about looking at someone and thinking, “Damn… I really like you.” It’s truly been a long time since I’ve felt that way.

But it’s bittersweet because there’s always that possibility that he doesn’t feel the same way. Of course I know he doesn’t look at me in that way . I’m not expecting anything to come from this . That’s what makes it even more exciting!

And I’ve realized something from this .

If he told me, “I don’t like you that way,” yeah, it might sting. But I wouldn’t care about being rejected. Because I don’t want to force something that isn’t there. I’d rather accept it and trust that what’s meant for me will find me.

I know FORSURE I’m not this guy “type”

Let me just say this guy is magnetizing , sweet, caring has a very healing soul. You can tell he comes from a strong family and has a good head on his shoulders. When I look into his eyes He gives off the energy of someone who is:Ambitious without needing to announce itFocused and disciplinedMasculine but emotionally expressiveCharismatic without trying too hardProtective and groundedPolished, but still approachableHas a serious, smoldering intensity when he’s locked inBut can switch into a playful, goofy, warm energy around people he trusts.

He is a great guy !

Because I can look at him and think he’s good, great, and amazing… imagine what God could have waiting for me that I haven’t even met yet.

So I’m just enjoying the crush. 🥹❤️Not thinking nothing of it because “it’s not like that” I can be entertained by not entertaining it.

I am more of a slow burn type of girl .

Either way, I’m grateful that I can feel this way about someone again. It’s the feeling , I love that without getting my feelings hurt so I protect that side of me, but still feel.

Has anyone else ever had a crush where you genuinely enjoyed the feeling, even without knowing whether it would go anywhere?

Update: I no longer have a crush on this person ....... Silly me ..... But still a amazing guy.